Hello everyone my name Is Ethan im well a guy. The reason I came here is because I have finnaly made up my mind but before I explain further I would like to tell ypu people more about myself. It all started when I was 6 and I was beggining to feel weird Its just undescribable what I felt about myself, I never felt me is how I use to put it. As the years went by I finnaly understood what was happening I knew what was wrong but I ignored the fact as obvious at it was. I continued my daily life years went on and this problen I had was getting more intense, I no longer wanted to be a guy, I wanted to be a girl. I suddenly couldnt see myself as a boy anymore I began to have dreams about being a girl, oh how I enjoyed them then I woke up as usual I ran to the mirror still the same old me. Its been almost a year now since I started doing research about transgenders and about their life stories. Ive watched countless you tube vids and I cried like no other. They way they had changed and found their selves. Thats whar I want to find myself. Ive never spoke to anyone about it, only my best friend knows about it he has been by my side all this time. I havent told my mother about it she wouldnt understand shed probably just ignore whatever i say. Now its been 8 months pf hard thinking and ive decided to take destiny into my own hands. Ive read about MtF topic a whole lot and about Htc and what It can do. Now i just need someone to talk to amd someone who has sucessfully found his true self to guide me into finding my happiness. Ive made up my mind and im not giving up till I reach my goal and nothing is going to stand in my way by this time next year I will have found myself and finnaly happiness. So people is anyone willing to guide me? Let me know, where I need to start.
