Hi Arlandria! Welcome! I'm a trans woman and I also live my life mostly as a male. I'm worried about my job right now but I might be able to live as a girl full time if I secure a permanent position as a public servant (they cant fire me for being myself!!). With a bit of luck I'll have a permanent position next year, so we'll see what happens...
People here at Susan's are great, you'll find what you need and you're never alone!
Aylén