What are you thinking? 7.0

[DriftingCrow]

I'm thinking that I wish I didn't repress my sexuality as much as I did. I mean, not that I'd have wanted to engage in sex, given the wrong parts and all that. But I spent so many years purposely looking away from women. Not letting my eyes ever look at boobs, for example (although I am sure that on a few occasions they drifted there)...I dunno, I just feel somewhat stunted in terms of sexual development I guess. I still feel weird about looking at boobs or whatever even though I feel totally comfortable with liking women. And have for like....7 years now.

Yeah, I kind of feel the same way. I used to tell people I liked girls, then I just stopped and let people auto assume whatever they wanted. If I said that I did, then it's always the tricky spot of trying to think of (or explain to others) why I didn't have a girlfriend and wasn't looking for one. It was hard to find a girl that was right for me, because I am not a lesbian. I've done things to girls, but didn't let them do things to me. I kind of thought that I also liked men, but I know now that I don't but was more attracted to the idea of looking like them. I've had boyfriends (and a husband) but never really had actual sex with them -- I think I might actually be considered a virgin in some way. When things aren't right, it's kind of easier to fall into repression.

[Umiko]

I'm thinking i want a sammich. GO MAKE ME ONE! xD hahaha!

[ethereal-ineffability]

I'm thinking i want a sammich. GO MAKE ME ONE! xD hahaha!

I'm thinking that you'll get nowhere with that until you phrase it more politely :U

[Umiko]

I'm thinking that you'll get nowhere with that until you phrase it more politely :U

i'm pulling your leg. i would rather make my own. can be very picky with what i eat plus i could use the exercise

[Bombadil]

I'm thinking this weather is nuts.

[ethereal-ineffability]

i'm pulling your leg. i would rather make my own. can be very picky with what i eat plus i could use the exercise

Haha, same. I never want anybody making sandwiches for me because they don't know what I do or don't like

[Umiko]

Haha, same. I never want anybody making sandwiches for me because they don't know what I do or don't like

even my mom, MY MOM, the ine person who knows exactly what i like, i still wont let her make my food.  but i am thinking i am hungry. time to eat!

[ethereal-ineffability]

even my mom, MY MOM, the ine person who knows exactly what i like, i still wont let her make my food.  but i am thinking i am hungry. time to eat!

Same here, I am REALLY hungry and most people eat in about an hour from now but I'm not sure if I'm allowed to! I work from 8 to 3 today and since I'm a student worker who usually gets very short shifts (3 hours at most) I've never really had to think about lunch breaks before. The only reason I got so many more hours today is because it's finals week and I'm the only one without finals.

The dining hall closes at 2 though, so I'm sure it'd be okay if I slipped out for half an hour, right?

[Adam (birkin)]

God, you know, the legal stuff with transition never seems to end. -_- Just when you think you've changed everything over, remnants of the old name still float around. I changed my name THREE YEARS AGO, and just today, I changed 3 more things.

[jussmoi4nao]

I'm not sure how I feel about all this breast growth..I'm a 30B which isn't huge but it's pretty noticeable for my weight and frame which are both very small (I wear XS shirts, let's put it that way). And they're like...round and...cleavagey.

And what's more is I'm only 6 months back on HRT, so I still have more growing left. My mom is unnaturally large...she's 5'7 and I think she said she was 108 lbs at age 16 and a D cup..she's now out of the D cups. Godddamn Italian genes. It wouldn't be bad if I wasn't so gender messed..

[Lauren5]

I'm not sure how I feel about all this breast growth..I'm a 30B which isn't huge but it's pretty noticeable for my weight and frame which are both very small (I wear XS shirts, let's put it that way). And they're like...round and...cleavagey.

And what's more is I'm only 6 months back on HRT, so I still have more growing left. My mom is unnaturally large...she's 5'7 and I think she said she was 108 lbs at age 16 and a D cup..she's now out of the D cups. Godddamn Italian genes. It wouldn't be bad if I wasn't so gender messed..

Perhaps it is the Italian genes, my mother and her mother are both DD and less than 5'6"
I could be in trouble. Then again, to keep things proportional, a C or D would be good for 6'3"
I was surprised at my growth, 4 weeks in they weren't big, but they were properly shaped. I thought that was really quick.
Now, about that body hair...
That's something Italian genes don't help with.

[defective snowflake]

hah, it turns out that my new roommate's boss(we work for the same company) had told her last year that I was trans, so no issues there. She did ask me if I had any problem with her being lesbian, lol.

[jussmoi4nao]

Perhaps it is the Italian genes, my mother and her mother are both DD and less than 5'6"
I could be in trouble. Then again, to keep things proportional, a C or D would be good for 6'3"
I was surprised at my growth, 4 weeks in they weren't big, but they were properly shaped. I thought that was really quick.
Now, about that body hair...
That's something Italian genes don't help with.

Yeah, I just asked and my mom is 5'6 and 42DDDD haha...so, yeah.

But I got lucky on the body hair. Barely any. My sisters didn't tho! My one sister has neck hair under her chin

[Lauren5]

Yeah, I just asked and my mom is 5'6 and 42DDDD haha...so, yeah.

But I got lucky on the body hair. Barely any. My sisters didn't tho! My one sister has neck hair under her chin

Why does America keep extending the D rather than making sense, like what we have as DD be E, DDD be F, and DDDD be G? Like, it makes no sense.

Neither I nor my sister did. We're both on the hairier side. Like for me, it's pretty stereotypically Italian male. Grrr. I'd much prefer to smell of garlic and make pizzas all day

Actually, this weekend (after I clean the kitchen) I'm going to invite some friends over to make pita pizzas, with hummus as the sauce, put on pine nuts, tomatoes, roasted garlic, cucumbers, and crumble feta over the top. Mmm, de-lish.
I'm also going to make a Corsican sauce one time. Now that I have a kitchen, I'm going to use it, damn it!
I don't know if we have any pots, though. Dishes must be done as well.

[V M]

Hi friends 

Guess what time it is... Time to go to the What are you thinking? 8.0 and keep those thoughts rollin'

Hugs

V M