i cant do this anymore

[Rachel]

Transition definitely is a rollercoaster. I am glad you are feeling better and sorry about the marriage.

[Allyda]

I am feeling better today. And I want to thank all you Who commented. I did help a lot. Part of it may be that I quit taking cymbalta cold turkey LOL. And I know part of it was my wife saying we need to take a break. Well What I decided is That I am no longer going to slow my roll for anybody anymore. I personally think that has caused more problems than if I would have just started HRT in January instead of waiting. Now after calling 4-5 doctors that have embarrassed me not been there or etc.... I have to regain my bearings and get the nerve to try again. You would think in southern California it would be no problem.

I'm happy to hear your feeling better Norma Lynne, and am very happy for you. I'm originally from Southern Cali myself and to me it's hard to believe you had so much trouble with Doctors. It's behind you now so just keep moving forward.

Ally

[missymay]

Transition is the hardest thing I've ever done, but it has been worth it, and it is the best thing that I have ever done for myself; I'm happier then I ever have been.  It's normal to have doubts, and to second guess ourselves, that's how we make sure we are doing the right thing. Always follow your heart, and do what is best for you.  And if you decide that you do not want to proceed with your transition, that is entirely your decision. We only want you to be happy.