So I was supposed to go in for breast implants 2-3 months ago. It didn't happen and to tell you the truth, WHY it didn't happen almost made me religious xD Well ok, only for a minute but the reason it didn't happen was, I S*** you not, Biblical flooding. I had everything ready and I had worked my way threw a truly amazing amount of fear. Only to be hit by the biggest flood to hit pensacola in recorded history. You know how rain is measured in inches an hour? We where getting FEET of rain an hour. A little stream by my house went form 1'x4' to 30'x300' It was insane. but I still tried to go in. but the canceled all non emergency procedures.
I'm not religious, but that made me wounder it maybe this wasn't god talking to me. So cut to yesterday, the day I rescheduled for. And frankly I was terrified. I have a good imagination and the first time I was scheduled for implants I thought of all sorts of things to worry about. so the second time around I already had a list of things to fear and I just kept making it longer. My baby sitter got to the hospital and I started wanting to cry. I was Pacing back and forth and I kept thinking. "Its not to late to turn back, it's not to late." But I kept going.
The worst was probably just filling out the paperwork. Doesn't that just sound bizarre? I mean whos afraid of paperwork. Next they take you to to put on a gown. It was so surreal, I mean it really didn't feel real. Almost like a dream. but that didn't last long, because the nest thing was walking over to "Pre-Op. I was put in a very big chair, and I met with a whole parade of nurses and doctors. Explaining what was next, starting an IV Checking paperwork and really just distracting me.
Then finally it was time to go to the operating room. That was the closest to stopping it all I came. I won't like going into the room and laying down made the whole thing more real then it had ever been. But we talked and all the people made it clear that I was actually alot calmer them most people when they walked into the room. Apparently basicly everyone freaks out. So I let them strap me down and the next thing I remember is feeling like I had taken two really good punches to the chest.
Now don't get me wrong I hurt. But Its nothing like I was afraid of. I got shaped 720cc over muscle implants. They tend to be alot bigger in CC's when they are shaped. but you don't get the bubble boob affect. but for all the size. I feel ok. as long as I keep my arms to my sides and keep up on the pain pills I'm in almost no pain.
So I'm less the 24 hours post op, and questions?
