Ok, just a bit of background first, because I'm at an interesting crossroad when it comes to what kind of clothing I wear in public.
Clothing has never been a thing for me. I wear the clothes I find comfortable and I've never dressed up really. I've never had any need to display my gender identity with clothing, because I don't have any interest in clothes. They're just tools to keep me decent and warm. Therefore I've had no problem wearing clothing from the men's side of the isle so far.
But now the comfort factor has changed. After only a few months on hormones, my torso has changed at an almost shocking pace with rapidly expanding boobs and retreating waist, I came to note that my male shirts, especially t-shirts are not very comfortable to wear anymore. They are tight at the chest, hang loosely under them and just flap around at the waist.
Therefore I did the logical, comfort-based choice and decided to switch to female shaped shirts. It's extremely hot here, so t-shirts at this point. Much more comfortable, but holy moley do people look at me long on the streets. The thing is, I don't pass at all and I'm not even trying to yet. But my torso is pretty much female, so I guess I'm presenting as this epic jigsaw or pieces that people don't think should fit together.
So far it's been mainly entertaining. I think people deserve it if their world is turned upside down by a pair of unexpected boobs. But we'll see how long the amusement lasts. All in all, I'm a bit lost as to what I should be wearing these days. It's the one aspect about all this I hadn't given much thought and now my body is pushing me to do things. Such weirdness is life.
