what was the sensation the very first time you cross dressed

[Foxglove]

  It was made clear to me that I would never, ever, ever do that again.  So of course I never did.  I always obeyed my parents.

I was of course joking about this part.  I didn't always obey my parents.  But they were the real fire and brimstone type, and if they'd ever found out what was going on inside me, there would have been hell to pay.  I believe that if they'd found out, I wouldn't have survived.  I mean that literally.  I wouldn't have survived.  There are LGBT people who eventually die because of what was done to them when it was discovered they were what they were.  I believe I would have been one of them.

And I did come desperately close to getting caught two or three times. Gives me the shivers when I think about it.

[EllieM]

I was around 4. It felt "correct". When I was in fourth grade, I appeared in a school play as an elf, had to wear rights. That's where the euphoria started.

[stephaniec]

I was around 4. It felt "correct". When I was in fourth grade, I appeared in a school play as an elf, had to wear rights. That's where the euphoria started.

I started back  then, but with the changing of my body on HRT the feel of correctness is so real,