I used to want to be tall and lanky and, while I still would like that, I am beginning to think being stockier and shorter would be ok. I still would like to be taller though. I would like a more angular bone structure. I would like bigger hands and feet and much longer fingers. I want the right plumbing. I want a flat chest, narrower hips, and to generally be more male-shaped. I wish I had straight, cooperative hair and the ability to grow facial hair.
I frequently see pictures of people I want to look like. They all look different though and it's really the fact that they look male that I want. I hope that once I start looking male, I'll be able to provide a visual because that visual will be myself (except the things I can't change and this is just a hope).
Would I choose random? Not exactly, but I would be happy with a masculinized version of what I already look like. That said, yes, I would prefer the one I would love to have.
