Good news: I have my first talk with a genderteam-psychologist on March the 20th! I am looking forward to begin sorting out the mess that my life has been

. My biggest concern when transitioning will be my face though... sometimes I can recognise something slightly feminine in it, but usually I see a grotesque brutal mask. I don't really mind my somewhat large nose as everyone has their physical flaws, but please gene-gods: give me a feminine face! At the moment I already receive psychosocial aid, and I stated that it would be a good thing to be able to lower my expectations (in this but in other matters as well) in case things don't turn out as I hoped they would.
I am hiding a part of my hair with a scarf, because it has grown quite a bit and it basically activated my sheep form

. I wonder how my hair will behave when it is really long.
