Well after today i will be out to the whole family, i have just a few more that
I want to tell in person and then everyone close to me will know, the ones that do know
have been telling me to stop being a male and holding it in and to become a real female
and open your mouth lol, so today i have a big day planned and have called everyone
needed to let them know i will be stopping by with some news and i am only expecting
any negativity from one person and that is my older brother, but then he may surprise
me and be happy for me, so far everyone in my family has been very open minded and
been happy to see me finally doing something that will make me truly happy and when
I started coming out to people i was so scared of being rejected that i almost just kept
hiding it for another 40 years, I now only wish i would have had the nerve to tell them
years ago when i really wanted to but life is so much easier when everyone around you
loves you for who you really are and I could not nor have I ever been happier in my life
than i am right now
and to think 1 year ago I was so miserable that I really just wished my life would end,
I have to thank my Daughter for unknowingly keeping me alive all these years, I could
not deal with the thought of her looking down at my body and asking why
