Am I just fooling myself?

[mnrjpf99]

Maybe you should just try not to think about it and let things just be natural. Just be your self. It can be very easy to over think things. Trust me, I do it all of the time. I am also OCD which doesn't help either. Lol
For me, I have always acted like a girl, not in such a way that I sound "over girly" but I think it is kind of obvious. If you read me post called "What Am I" you will understand my situation more.
I am sure you will figure things out. Just remember that what ever you decide, you did not fail your self. You are who you are, weather it be guy or girl.

[cindy16]

Haha, yeah I tend to overthink things. Now that I look back, that last post just repeated a lot of what I had already said, so that shows how my mind is simply going around in circles.

[Jen72]

Thanks have to read that post "what am i"

Cindy16 trust me I know the feeling as I started I didn't keep a journal but I have written down kinda what I might say to my therapist (since always been shy didn't want to forget things or not say them) in doing so I happen to write more after and for third visit there I happen to do a lot of repeating or same thing but worded different.

I too think I am over thinking but its hard not to not exactly a minor decision. Hard part is letting the heart control more then the mind if ya know what I mean but still need some thought in it. I hope you find the answers you seek I sure know its fuzzy at the moment. I will say an adaptation that fits.

To be or not to be is not the question but to be who you really are is the answer.

Corny but seems to fit all to well.