I would love to have some HRT. I can easily aquire the hormones for cheap and little hassle. However, those people who know I am androgyne worry about the dangers of doing that without first undergoing some endocrinologic testing. My fear, besides the overwhelming fear I have of doctors, injections, and hospitals, is that they would send me to a gender therapist who will just call me a fetishist. Not to mention that I hate shrinks as well.
So, it looks like its not going to happen.