Hello, my name is NordicSofia. I registered nearly a year a go, but have been just lurking and reading posts here. I'm 38 years old and I have been seriously uncertain about my gender identity for couple of years now. As my nickname says, I come from the Nordic countries, Finland to be specific.
At he moment I concider myself mtf-transgender-something.
I have always had a feeling that where is something wrong in my life or that something is missing, but I really can't say that I have always felt like trapped in a wrong body or something like that. My whole life I have felt somewhat unmasculine, and have some traits that are concidered "soft" and "feminine".
I crossdress, but that alone doesn't fill my need to be a woman.
I'm married and closeted. Just before I found my wife and got married, I had a strong feminine/crossdressing period. Those days I even had ideas of living as a part-time woman.
So, now I'm married but my identity hasn't changed, vice versa it has grown stronger during the last couple of years.
I haven't taken any actual steps towards a transition yet. I'm just reading these trans-related websites and gathering information and thinking. I really don't know what to do with my life. Or perhaps I know, but I feel I don't have the courage yet...
Susan's looks like a friendly and supportive community. I'm lookin forward to continue my journey with you.
Sofia
