As I said you are very new to this. I remember very little about what was going on in my head 3 months after I first felt it but I know I was unsure just like you are. When you know the answer to the question, you will tell us. In the last two days you have made great progress. You can think about these things and you are not in fear and pain. That is the first step to understanding what you are. This is not like school were you are taught an answer and you have to write on a test. This takes time to figure out and now you know what the question is you need to answer, you can work on it. Many adults go to therapy for help answering this question. If you want to think about it a while, take you time. We will be here when you have an answer or need help.
