Hi, all. It has been 6 or 7 years since I have been active on these forums. My username is the same, but I doubt anyone would remember me. Just a shot in the dark, but I was in contact with a girl going by the name of 'Irish Jamie' who had the real name of Aisling. I'd dearly love to get in contact with her again.
So, it's been a long time since I've been here. I would say I'm going through what I have come to know as a wave. My gender dysphoria goes from just manageable to soul crushingly overwhelming. I'm not sure as to why, but that;s just how it is. I turn 30 next month. This has been my life.
In the last 5 years, I have moved from Ireland to Korea, am married and really successful in my career. I'm doing really well. I love my wife. She is wonderful and beautiful. But I'm utterly miserable.
I saw a gender therapist in Ireland and I felt things getting better, but I don't think that service is available for me here in English. Therefor I'm reaching out and hoping to talk with all of you here. I just need a chat. I really need it. I have no one. I welcome any comments and I love questions. It gives me an opportunity to talk. You're all magnificent people and I look forward to connecting with you. Thank you. Sincerely, thank you.
