both breasts now have clearly defined buds under the nipples. my endo said this shows a "very good response" to the hormones after one month.
this next part is a little bit graphic.
but after 5 weeks on HRT, i've almost totally stopped masturbating, and don't feel the need to, but i looked at my thing for the first time in weeks yesterday, and the bottom of it (ok, the side of the shaft that would be facing out if you were lying on your back with an erection) was coated with like a sticky film, which smelled like sex -- not like boy sex, but girl sex. i thought, "what in the world?" and "why would it be on the bottom, but not on the top?" i couldn't figure it out, so i just showered and washed it more carefully than usual, then went to work. came home at lunch time and went to use the bathroom, and the bottom of it was coated with the fishy smelling film again! "just what in the hell..?" i thought, but was again confounded. then i started to pee a little more, and noticed that some semen or seminal fluid was drooling out, you know, like if you pee sometime after an ejaculation, often a small amount of semen will come out. well. so now it seems, that apparently because of the HRT, semen is just drizzling out in small amounts, on its own. no wonder people are looking at me. i'm walking around smelling like sex at all hours of the day. also, while examining 'the thing', i casually glanced at my testicles, and i swear, i believe they have shrunk in size by one-third! i couldn't even see one of them. it had like, lodged way up in my scrotum, and i had to nudge, poke and push on it to get it to appear. if this keeps up, by this time next month, i suppose each teste will be only somewhat bigger than a peanut, without the shell.
