Quote from: Dena on July 28, 2015, 09:10:50 PM
I am having a big problem with this, not because of what you are requesting but because it's like looking at a blank wall when I know there is supposed to be a picture there. By answering my questions I might be able to understand better.
Knowing that I blended the male and female parts of me into the female role, why do you feel uncomfortable with moving into the female role when the female role would place few restrictions on your life style?
A side question to the first question, why don't you want a breast or a female body?
Why is a male appearing body so important to you?
As sex seems very important to you, what type of sex would you engage in?
Describe what your sexual partner would be.
Why do you want male hormones instead of female hormones?
As I have said before, I think you would have a hard time locating a sexual partner but you might have thought this out better than I have.
I couldn't imagine breast on me, in fact I don't even know why breast are considered public nudeity. I don't consider breast as a sex characteristic. Man can very easily have breast. With either a lot of fat or just testicles removed. I only messed with girls breast cause they like it. I never found them attractive. Maybe not right now, I guess I wouldn't even know what's it like to have them. But I would see breast as a weaker form of someone, its like when you have breast you are instantly degraded on a physical basis of success. Born women are genetically smaller and made for birth,. Males are literally on a scientific speaking way just there to impregnate and eat till they get old and die. Female mosquito's live 5 ti s longer then male mosquito's. Male mosquito's literally don't even eat, they Dir cause they starve to death, female mosquito's use blood for eggs and pattically food for itself. Off tracked completely.. But it's the way I think.
Answering two questions at once, because I don't want people (other men) to not include me as a man in society.
I think if I had the surgery. I would be engaged more with men, because of penatrative matter, but me and him would be on a nueteal basis, two gay men. But with a women I would want to over power. No offense bit when I see real female born lesbians one of them is almost always more "manly like" than the other.
I suppose its one way of kinda bring both genders at once. Yes I can do that Now too, but physically it would be a different side of things but same scenario.
The hormones would make me grow breast and change me emotionally. im not saying women are weak. But I know that it would change my mind and I don't want to change my emotion.
Its a weird mix of things, maybe its a i dont want to sacrifice my aapperance in public thing, but I want to be a woman physically underneath.
I see SRT regret websites and when people talk aabout what they regret IT ALWAYS STARTS WITH A SOCIRTY PROBLEM. Until the end they have altered the genitally and are saddened by it. I'm the opposite of that. Don't say I could just be gay and have backdoor cause that to me is gross.
