I suppose, that one way me and you are different, Id allready been dressing in private years. What I needed was help getting to a point were I was strong enough to not fall in on myself just to leave my bedroom.
Getting tired of changing clothes just to leave my room was taking it toll on me. And was a great help to come out to the people I lived with. Going from recluse to shut in was good for my health too, I started interacting more with my dad. And if going from not being able to leave my room, to not being able to leave my house was such a small step and yet so good for my mood, I thought hey how much better will I feel when I can go see my sister without dressing in drab?
But yes, buying a wardrobe will also give you somthing to look forwards too
, and you can work on your fashion, trying different styles, finding colour shades that go with you hair colour.
NOTE: The times that you buy somthing you cant wait to try on and it doesnt fit or is so low cut it reaveals falsies.
These times will feel like you have wasted your money and will be sevearly dissapointing, but remember its all learning exsperiences. I got so down when i took a look at how much of my wardrobe didnt fit or cant use yet. It sent me downward. But I realised I learned from it.
And what that ment is by the time I took my first outing, I had enough personal style of my own, to wear somthing that suited me
And I was dressing not like other women but instead like me
I understand how you fell about the breast form though. I somtimes hated mine, I mean there not boobs their lies right? But, my sister said somthing that helped me, (she realy wishes she could just take hers off and only put them on to go out in
) So I enjoy being able to take mine off to sleep. Soon I wont be able too
. And Breast envy Is a thing, Fillets, padded bras and push ups, are all used for the same reason I have my forms.
Even the wig, OMG oh how I hated it wasnt my real hair, My friends mom got a wig when i got mine, was somthing we shared in, she never realy did anything with her hair, but allways wanted a wig, so she could try our different styles and find one she likes, we did this together, differens was, she had to cut her hair into it, I had to grow mine out :p.
But yes, that feeling of, "THIER NOT REAL
" But guess what when I do eventually have real ones and I can wear that top that is too low cut at the, that is somthing Im looking forwards too, and the moment I rid myself of the wig I bought I did feel beter.
