This 6ft tall former fatty still sees nothing but a big bloated Alfred Hitchcock profile belly, giant jiggling thighs, and calves though I'm 145 lbs. My weight loss has mostly rendered sitting on hard surfaces a lot more painful.
How you carry yourself and what style clothes you wear can hide of ton of flaws. After having lived in a rural area where it seemed women fell into two extremes, short and fat or short and stick figures, the fat ones just don't even worry. It is what it is. No peer pressure to shame them. Living just outside of New York City all my life, people here think a lot differently.
Try not to worry about the final outcome, or even your present presentation. You have accomplished a lot to be proud of and are driven to achieve more. To reach your goal. The real goal being seen and accepted as a woman. Attitude makes up where genetics have failed.