Hi Dianne,
A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's good of you to drop in and say "Hi". Hope you like it here, and you stay for a while.
There is a mountain of information, resources and friendship waiting for you here, you just need to jump in start talking and ask any question you like. You're quite safe here and we are very accepting.
Sounds like you're off to an excellent start. Therapy is the best way to navigate the labyrinth of roller coaster emotions. Just wait till you start HT, your brain will feel likes it's been turned upside down and inside out at the same time

Embrace and enjoy it
And yes, you need 10 posts before a whole suite of fabulous bonuses come your way. Including tea and scones, Tuesday night.
Looking forward to hearing more of your story in time to come, but in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine