I choose voice, my body, especially my stomach bothers me too, but I still hope that hormones and shifting fat will help/fix that issue, no medication will fix my voice and despite a moderate amount of practice I dont feel that it has improved much at all even after 8 or so months full time.
One part of me hates it with a vengance and has wanted me to hurt myself over it, another more rational part of me knows that my voice even with the little I can do for it is not as bad as I usually see it, generally more androgenous than masculine or feminine.
so ya i worry about my voice and my weight and a few other general body issues, mannerisims, body language, and outing myself dont bother me, I outed myself to everyone in short order and I have come to accept that women are so diffrent that how I walk or gesture just is not that important.
Serena
