I've been renting a motel room the past few days. Catching up on cable. the room has full length mirror on wall facing desk and above the desk. I'm sitting here looking at myself in my new white lace dress I bought. The hotel I'm in is right behind my apartment building in Downtown Evanston. I'm having a moment of excruciating joy seeing myself as how I've always wished I could of been. The hotel caters to a lot of business men and I saw an amazing man whos staying at the hotel and he looked at me and I've been melting. Life is turning out to be amazing. I am a woman.