I've been renting a motel room the past few days. Catching up on cable. the room has full length mirror on wall facing  desk and above the desk. I'm sitting here looking at myself in my new white lace dress I bought. The hotel I'm in is right behind my apartment building in Downtown Evanston. I'm having a moment of excruciating joy seeing myself as how I've always wished I could of been. The hotel caters to a lot of business men and I saw an amazing man whos staying at the hotel and he looked at me and I've been melting. Life is turning out to be amazing. I am a woman.

So awesome! Sometimes i do the same and look at myself and think wow, i feel so much more like me.

it's really so liberating

Absolutely, loving it too until i take the panties off and realise its still here -.- 

lol just to many months to go but getting there <3

yea, that's the major problem the more I feel and become who I am the more annoying it is,

Totally agree...loving it til the panties come off. Not sure where i am on the decision for bottom surgery, but if and when that ever happens im happy being me for now enjoy!