I might have 86 Credits, but I never finished my schooling I'd like to go back eventually, but now I just can't till I work on myself. I just got out of a seriously bad relationship with this guy. And I've had nightmares ever since. We all have things to overcome. You solve one problem after another and move onto the next. That's what life is all about solving problems after another and coping with what you have gained from solving them.
There are other docs, but I don't know how they will have similar treatment if they are also taking Transgender Patients as well... I agree though it doesn't hurt to hold off plans or at least work on getting a decent job. I wasn't joking about working 85 hours a week. Yes it friggen sucked, but that's what I did to at least get myself established into the system from Point A to Point B, C is currently a WIP. But I know I'll get there and I know you will get there as well. I've dealt with my own depression and demons myself I didn't take any handouts or assistance, and support from others. And even though I still turned out alright it was something that I regret from my 19 YO Mind. But it was also best for me because I didn't want to be around the negativity from my family. They would have accepted me as is if I came out at 8 when I knew about it. But you can't undo the past. What you can do is prevent the terrible future you may be undergoing. Talk with your parents just hear their side as much as you don't want to. If they can't accept you as is at least still try to return and make something of yourself. It is so much more satisfying to make them watch you get up on your own two feet. And to become the woman who we all know you to be. Believe me it really is they will change their ways eventually my mother is starting as well. I've began to speak with her quite often now since I've came out and made her watch me pick myself up from my own two hands and feet. I know it sucks, but you really don't want to go down the path I went under. And I hate to say this, but the military wasn't my best course of action. Sure I'm now blacked off the record for good being who I am, but it will come back to bite you in the butt. There's too much negativity that I was barely able to surpass and succeed at, but once someone found out about the hormones I was outed. Yes it's a lot differently now, but they still have a lot of ways to go. Just try finding yourself a decent job at home or find a way to get assistance for schooling. Even my friend Karl is thinking of getting out and not renewing his service for another some years. And he's a dedicated soldier, but I won't go into depth for what he does. That's on his confidentiality report to discuss in 20 years, as I won't discuss anything I've done. I won't even discuss anything about myself personally, but I will say this think with a clear mind before you do something terrible you know you will regret.
