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Cindy's Cancer Blog

Started by Cindy, June 17, 2016, 05:13:30 AM

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Cindy

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Ms Grace

Wow, that's not scary at all...  :-\

As long as it does its job though that's all that matters, right?? :)
Grace
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Transition 1.0 (Julie): HRT 1989-91
Self-denial: 1991-2013
Transition 2.0 (Grace): HRT June 24 2013
Full-time: March 24, 2014 :D
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Cindy

Quote from: Ms Grace on June 25, 2016, 02:42:53 AM
Wow, that's not scary at all...  :-\

As long as it does its job though that's all that matters, right?? :)

It was sort of claustrophobic having it made as the plastic melts to your figure as the technicians mould it to you. You can see through it and breathe of course.

And yes as long as it does the job!

Oh I get to keep it after therapy. I'm thinking of hanging it in the lounge with a light globe behind the eyes that flash!!
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Ms Grace

Quote from: Cindy on June 25, 2016, 02:48:32 AM
Oh I get to keep it after therapy. I'm thinking of hanging it in the lounge with a light globe behind the eyes that flash!!

That would be awesome!
Grace
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Transition 1.0 (Julie): HRT 1989-91
Self-denial: 1991-2013
Transition 2.0 (Grace): HRT June 24 2013
Full-time: March 24, 2014 :D
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rosinstraya

I hope that all of this turns out the best way possible (whatever that is). You are one tough woman, that's all I can say.

Many hugs.
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Katiepie

Oh Cindy, if you do the lights idea, you could use different colors for the seasons and other holidays and such.
That would be a great idea!

Kate <3
Always remember to smile your face
My life motto: Wake Up and BE Awesome!

"Every minute of your life that you allow someone to dictate your emotions, is a minute of your life you are allowing them to control you." - a dear friend of mine.

Stay true to yourself no matter the consequence, for this is your life, your decision, your trust in which will shape your future. Believe in yourself, if you don't then no one will.
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Cindy

As my hair will probably go I tried a wig on.

Thoughts?

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Ms Grace

I like it a lot. Suits you nicely. :)
Grace
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Transition 1.0 (Julie): HRT 1989-91
Self-denial: 1991-2013
Transition 2.0 (Grace): HRT June 24 2013
Full-time: March 24, 2014 :D
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V M

Looks great, very natural looking
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

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- V M
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stephaniec

Quote from: Cindy on June 25, 2016, 03:00:44 AM
As my hair will probably go I tried a wig on.

Thoughts?


looks like my hair
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big kim

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warlockmaker

I know a strong woman like you will overcome and be even stronger. I expect you to visit me still in Bangkok . My thoughts are with you..xo
When we first start our journey the perception and moral values all dramatically change in wonderment. As we evolve further it all becomes normal again but the journey has changed us forever.

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Mariah

Cindy, It looks beautiful on you. It really does suit you. Hugs
Mariah
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hibiki

Quote from: Cindy on June 25, 2016, 03:00:44 AM
As my hair will probably go I tried a wig on.

Thoughts?



Couldn't tell that it was a wig. It looks perfect :)
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Rachel

#74
I like the new hair, it looks great. I also noticed your bracelet you had made, it looks beautiful.
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Devlyn

What wig? What  bracelet? All I see is a beautiful woman with a fabulous smile.  :)

Hugs, Devlyn
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rosinstraya

Very nice wig! And a great smile.
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Midnightstar

Quote from: Cindy on June 25, 2016, 03:00:44 AM
As my hair will probably go I tried a wig on.

Thoughts?




Looks good cindy :)
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Cindy

An update. 5 july 2016.

It has been a busy time. Friday I went into hospital for surgery to place a PEG tube into my stomach, stayed overnight and shared a ward with three other women. We got on really well and helped each other out.

It was quite confronting to see this tube sticking out of my tummy and I got upset. I have dealt with it but it certainly has been confronting. I have now learned how to use it. I need to flush it each day, so far I do not need to use it to feed, but my liquid food has arrived for when I do. A home nurse has been around to show me how to feed myself and take care of myself.
If you want a pic just ask and I shall post one.

Just an aside, hospital stay, surgery, chemoradiotherapy, all the liquid food is supplied by the government from my compulsory national health insurance.

Today I had my first chemotherapy and radiotherapy session.

I have 35 days of radiotherapy, every Mon-Friday. I have three chemo sessions, beginning, middle, end.

I'm on Cisplatin. The infusion suite is modern (about 3 years old) 12 treatment chairs the you lie in and can adjust. The infusions of saline, mannitol, cisplatin, saline took about 5 hours. Tea, coffee etc was freely available,  sandwiches for lunch (I brought my own). Nurses were lovely. (V M can vouch for that! We had a Skype session going).

I have several drugs to prevent vomiting and nausea, and diarrhoea.

After chemo I went to the radiotherapy suite. Strapped down into my mask (see above) then zapped. It only took 10 mins.

I then got a lift home by my friend who had taken me in the morning. My support group is critical to me getting through this - and you are all part of my support group.

Back home I had some dinner and I am drinking lots of water, I need to wash the cisplatin out of my body as it is toxic and very toxic to my kidneys.

I'm in bed now at 8.15pm. I'll look over the forum for a while before sleep and tomorrow?

Radiotherapy appointment at 9.06am. 

Cindy
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Dee Marshall

Oh, Cindy! I'm not big on unnecessary praying, but praying so hard for you!
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!

Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.

They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
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