The more and more I'm looking into ->-bleeped-<- and dysphoria and people discovering themselves, I've looked back and found some interesting things n my past I had forgotten.
-When I was young I wanted to be called pretty, but quickly told boys aren't pretty, they're handsome.
-Related more with the girls in my class growing up
-Played house
-I remember playing "Cinderella" and being Cinderella
-Occasionally (but not often) try on a shirt or two from my little sister
-When I first thought I was gay I thought: Could I be the girl in the relationship? Would I be able to wear a wedding dress?
-I'd join religious men's groups or seek out resources on Catholic masculinity because I honestly didn't know what it means to be masculine like that and needed a how to guide. I'd think those groups would help by observing, and while I enjoyed the groups, I just felt like an observer.
So these things don't really mean much individually, but looking back at it now, these could have been some signals that I was trans even though there wasn't really any dysphoria. Or maybe I'm reading into it too much because I want 100% proof one way or the other.
