Well - this doe snot really answer my question, which was WHAT is the efect - what do you actually see as a difference after 18 years of HRT since you changed to cycling - what happened - you probably get mood swings and amotional ups and downs from cycling - maybe you feel more or less attracted to men during differnt days? But what happened - did you experience breast growth, changes in body shape, wider hips, better hair ,.. ?
I read a lot about cycling hormones and usually the main argument to do it is "because it is natural" and "because cis women have it too" or maybe even "nature works in cycles". Well, for men its not like that for example. They have Testosterone - it is going up in puberty and then declining until they get a midlife crisis, lol - there are some daily variations or peaks when they have sex - but its not a monthly cycle. So obviously the male body still reacty very much on testosterone despite this - there seems to be a stage where the effect is balanced, where there is enough hormone present to do something in the body, but not as much as to diminish the bodys ability to react to it. Like - if I drink just one coffe daily, it probably still will have an effect even after months - unlike if I drink 5 coffes a day or more - then of course I need 5 coffees. If I dring 5 coffees for 2 weeks, I would initially have a big effect of them, but it would fade out and if I drink only 1 coffee a day in the two weeks after that, I would almost fall asleep during the first of those weeks. So in that case I have maybe one week of increased caffeeine effect but another week where it has the negative effect. Maybe this would cancel itself out in a way if we are speaking of hormone effects?
Its a very simple logic now, so its probably not like that in reality.
In any case, since there are no studies about how this actually works, all I can rely on is personal experiences, which is why I ask "what did you feel, what changes did you see in the body that were not there during extended single-dosage HRT?"