I had a very dark weekend, and I am coming out of it (very unhealthy eating). Anyways, I did some soul searching, and I realize that my happiness times were when I was in S. Korea... the food, the hidden saunas/pools, the adventure of being lost. And I did more thinking, and I think I rather leave a mark on this world than hunt for money. I given up on searching for love (nope, not going to derail this thread on this topic). I think what I like about being in S Korea was the ability to escape, and to be myself a bit more since there were no expectations of me going home and seeing my family... which gets tiresome at times, cause they drag me down. Mangaka is a manga artist.
But anyways, since the career we do in life is pretty much half our existence. Then I want to be in the artistic field, since that's kind of what makes me happy. A combination of drawing and storytelling. Or tattoo artist... but that's not calling me at the moment.
I have a job, and if I wanted to extend my job it could possibly take me to Japan, I would have to request for it. My job is also my security-backup plan (there's a pension at the end of the road). I am thinking of continuing my job even though I have no desire to pursue it, so I can go to Japan, and see if being a mangaka is even a realistic possibility. And if it is, and if I love the country, go further into it... but the first goal would be to learn Japanese for a year while I practice my art on the side.
Your thoughts and opinions???