It's been 9 months, 3/4 of a year of transition. It's been an amazing journey so far. I became a legal woman, legally changed my name, and been progressing forward in the social aspect of things to some degree. It's been going really well so far, though out of all the things that have move forward, the one thing that really hasn't is my worry with my boobs. I posted something about this a month ago, and honestly, I've been struggling to get rid of the fear even though I have no reason to really worry. Like it honestly is my perception, but my issue always comes down to my left boob. Yes unevenness is normal in development, though, when your areolas are puffy, it tends to obscure a bit what's there. With the left side, compared to the right, the bottom half of the breasts are a little different. The right side, has a nice curve developing on the bottom, the left side, is mostly just a straight 45 degree line going from the areola. The left side is starting to develop a curve, which is very visible when the nipple is hard and not puffy, but when puffy it's really hard to see. Because of this, I get this worry and fear that it's developing in a contricted or tubular manner, when it really isn't and it's just being a slow poke compared to the right. From the front if you look straight on you would never really know what I'm talking about, but it's one of those worries I'm trying to get over, but I simply haven't been able to. Is there any advice on how to stop worrying about something that is completely normal with breast development? I don't know if that makes sense that question lol. It's just a worry I really need to get rid of and I can't seem to get rid of a worry that doesn't make sense when I'm developing completely normally. I am on progesterone so that should help along side the estradiol and testosterone.
