Hello. I'm at 34 year old man whose been living a lie since the 3rd grade. I always felt that I was different and would secretly wear my sisters clothes when no one was around. Like Bruce Jenner, I was very good at hiding this because I knew that my family and friends at the time would never accept me if they knew this. I thought I can hide and snap out of the spell I was under with time. But time made it harder and harder to fight this feeling. I recently ordered hundreds of dollars in makeup and clothes and wanted to know if there are any girls out there that look like acceptable girls in the Astoria, NY area who can help and give me some pointers and tell me what I can do to improve. I don't know if this is the right place to be posting this, but I figure its a start.