I have a hard time connecting to others

[Abbiem]

zamber74,

Dont take ALL the SAME.
Not all PEOPLE are ->-bleeped-<-. There are people who reply back, who are sincere, who do not do things to hurt others and they do mind their own business, but when you want help they will come to help you.

[Abbiem]

zamber74,, besides who cares if they do not reply you or help you through your transition, even the ppl here, just give a ->-bleeped-<-.

the ones who reply u, reply back.

[zamber74]

zamber74,, besides who cares if they do not reply you or help you through your transition, even the ppl here, just give a ->-bleeped-<-.

the ones who reply u, reply back.

Thanks Abbiem, I was just feeling bad for myself.  I've been spoiled by having the web at my disposal to fix any which problem I have run into, this one though, this is a really tough one, it takes into consideration so many more factors, that go beyond practical considerations into matters of deeply emotional ones.  It gets depressing, I'm a rather isolated individual, who is not often within the console of others, I've always been capable of doing things on my own, but this is so far beyond anything I have done.

I've always shied away from people, done things my own way, and done things the best to my capacity to remain invisible.. this is a lot different.  In guy mode, it is easy enough to hide away, but transitioning is on a whole different level. 

Bleh.. I'll get there, there are plenty of invisible women in this world, I just need to learn how to be one of them.

[Abbiem]

Anti social behavior resembles intelligence in a world full of confirmsts and very close minded ppl.
You are not invisible, you are visible.  dont focus on close minded ppl, ppl who have their nose in the air thinking they are some sort of elite because of nationality, race or where they are born from or whatever it is. We are all equal. I love what you said that you are doing things your way.
If you need any help in transition, ask me.
i WOULD NEVER O ANYTHING TO HARM YOU.


straight your head high / u will do it.