Hello everyone. I hope it's okay if I only introduce myself as A for now, as I'm questioning my gender at the moment and I'm a bit nervous to be on this website. At the same time I am also excited, because I really just want to sort myself out inside once and for all. I'm 16, from California. I've been questioning my gender for probably a good four years, always thinking I'm content but then returning to a confused and frustrated phase. I'm really tired of this and although I have attempted identifying in many ways before, I never really took an intense enough look at how anything made me feel. I hope to use this forum as a way of working this out, and really keeping track of how I feel about things and testing the waters because I really don't feel comfortable doing it among the people close to me right now. It's not that they're untrustworthy, just that I am unready. I really hope I can get something positive out of this lovely looking community.
The one thing I keep coming back to is the possibility of me being FtM. I really want to explore this avenue at the moment, so I'll probably be going by he/him pronouns on here.
Also, answering the little topic prompt a bit more because I found it interesting! What makes the world special for me is love. It's the most powerful thing in the world in my opinion! I know most people might not answer it, so I'm curious to hear your answer if you reply to this!
