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Started by JeanetteLW, March 10, 2017, 12:45:20 PM

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steph2.0

#1780
December 14, 2017, 08:10:22 AM
Quote from: Laurie on December 14, 2017, 12:49:22 AM
It doesn't happen to have eye blots in the ceiling does it?

I'm laughing so hard that I'm blotting my eyes.


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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Michelle_P

#1781
December 14, 2017, 09:18:26 PM
Eye blots?  Oh, no, I assure you it is all freshly painted.  None of the old stains show through.

Michelle
Earth my body, water my blood, air my breath and fire my spirit.

My personal transition path included medical changes.  The path others take may require no medical intervention, or different care.  We each find our own path. I provide these dates for the curious.
Electrolysis - Hours in The Chair: 238 (8.5 were preparing for GCS, five clearings); On estradiol patch June 2016; Full-time Oct 22, 2016; GCS Oct 20, 2017; FFS Aug 28, 2018; Stage 2 labiaplasty revision and BA Feb 26, 2019
Michelle's personal blog and biography
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Laurie

#1782
December 14, 2017, 09:24:30 PM

  **SIGH** okay okay I made a typo sheeesh I make a lot of typos.
Now thanks to you ladies I have a blot on my good image.

  I meant Bolts... eye bolts.

Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone
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Roll

#1783
December 15, 2017, 12:09:33 AM
Quote from: Laurie on December 14, 2017, 09:24:30 PM
  **SIGH** okay okay I made a typo sheeesh I make a lot of typos.
Now thanks to you ladies I have a blot on my good image.

  I meant Bolts... eye bolts.

Laurie

I had a rather insane assumption that "eye blot" was another phrase for a peep hole in a someone's-eyes-moving-from-behind-a-painting-in-an-episode-of-Scooby-Doo sense. Eye bolt makes so much more sense in context. (I'm not joking at all, that was my actual first thought which I stuck with until reading the correction. :D)
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(I made the s lowercase so it didn't look as much like PMS... ;D)

An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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Laurie

#1784
December 15, 2017, 12:14:55 AM
Quote from: Roll on December 15, 2017, 12:09:33 AM
I had a rather insane assumption that "eye blot" was another phrase for a peep hole in a someone's-eyes-moving-from-behind-a-painting-in-an-episode-of-Scooby-Doo sense. Eye bolt makes so much more sense in context. (I'm not joking at all, that was my actual first thought which I stuck with until reading the correction. :D)

Ellie Ellie Ellie  Ah to be young and innocent.

(Shaking head) Youngsters, gotta love em

Hugs,
   Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone
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Laurie

#1785
December 15, 2017, 12:42:32 AM
  Hi Folks,

  Today was facial torture day. I prepped my mustache for it again, had already taken 3 ibuprofen, attempted to drown myself all morning and off I went with my white plastic wrapped mustache. Arrived early and waited in the truck until there were 10 minutes to go. I got to her door and see the "Do Not Disturb" sign still in place and hear voice inside so I went into the vacant office next door to fiddle with my phone and reply to a couple messages. About 10 minutes go by and I hear the current client leave and knocked on Christina's door and entered.
  I made her happy today by greeting her cheerfully and replying to her usual "how are your today" question with a answer of "actually I'm doing pretty good today and have been doing pretty good for several days now" It wasn't quite the "I'm doing great" that she's said she wants to hear someday but it was a far cry from the "I'm okay I guess" she is used to hearing.
  We talked of many things as usual, but when we talked of how I haven't wanted to have visitors or go visit friends for fear of  losing control, breaking down and bawling if I were to talk with one of my friends about how bad I've been feeling recently and where my thoughts take me. She tried to tell me it would be okay and it's what women do and are expected to do under various circumstances. I tried to explain that it is one of my male conditioning problems. ie guys don't cry or lose control. I think she almost wanted to slap me up the side of the head for that comment. She said but your not a man and you never really have been. It's not losing control. It's normal, it's what us woman do and that it's also normal for women to talk to other women about their problems.
  I really like Christina and she hears a lot of my problems as she inflicts pain upon my face. The hug at the end is always a welcome part of my visits.

  Today was a Good day.

Hugs,
   Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone
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steph2.0

#1786
December 15, 2017, 12:50:10 AM
Quote from: Laurie on December 15, 2017, 12:42:32 AM
Today was a Good day.

For me, too, since you said that. Every time you say such things I get all verklempt.

Steph


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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Michelle_P

#1787
December 15, 2017, 01:04:18 AM
Laurie, I've always suspected that our electrologists are secretly therapists. You just confirmed it.   ;)

I'm glad you had a good day. 

Earth my body, water my blood, air my breath and fire my spirit.

My personal transition path included medical changes.  The path others take may require no medical intervention, or different care.  We each find our own path. I provide these dates for the curious.
Electrolysis - Hours in The Chair: 238 (8.5 were preparing for GCS, five clearings); On estradiol patch June 2016; Full-time Oct 22, 2016; GCS Oct 20, 2017; FFS Aug 28, 2018; Stage 2 labiaplasty revision and BA Feb 26, 2019
Michelle's personal blog and biography
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Laurie

#1788
December 15, 2017, 01:16:49 AM
Quote from: Michelle_P on December 15, 2017, 01:04:18 AM
Laurie, I've always suspected that our electrologists are secretly therapists. You just confirmed it.   ;)

I'm glad you had a good day.

Michelle,

  As near as I can figure, I have three besides the combined therapeutic entity that is Susan's Place.  One being my dear Aussie friend Liz, that I talk to a lot via skype, the second is Christina my electrocutioner, and my VA therapist of course. I don't know which of the four I abuse the most. I think it's Liz.

Stephanie,

  (Yes), I looked (it) up. Yiddish? really? At least I (didn't) have to hunt down a rabbi.

Tomorrow is therapy day at the VA.

Hugs,
   Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone
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Megan.

#1789
December 15, 2017, 01:22:55 AM
Don't feel bad Laurie, I Googled it too. Qapla'!

Sent from my MI 5s using Tapatalk
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steph2.0

#1790
December 15, 2017, 01:26:57 AM
Quote from: Megan. on December 15, 2017, 01:22:55 AM
Don't feel bad Laurie, I Googled it too. Qapla'!

Shazzbot!


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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steph2.0

#1791
December 15, 2017, 01:27:27 AM
Quote from: Laurie on December 15, 2017, 01:16:49 AM
(Yes), I looked (it) up. Yiddish? really? At least I (didn't) have to hunt down a rabbi.

Think Mike Myers on Saturday Night Live as Linda Richman hosting "Coffee Talk."

"Barbra Streisand. She's like buttah. Whenever I hear her I get all verklempt. Cawl. We'll tawlk. No big whoop..."

By the way, I see you worship the Roman god, Parentheses.

Steph


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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Laurie

#1792
December 15, 2017, 01:32:44 AM
Quote from: Steph2.0 on December 15, 2017, 01:27:27 AM
Think Mike Myers on Saturday Night Live as Linda Richman hosting "Coffee Talk."

"Barbra Streisand. She's like buttah. Whenever I hear her I get all verklempt. Cawl. We'll tawlk. No big whoop..."

By the way, I see you worship the Roman god, Parentheses.

Steph

Shazam! you lost me at SNL. Was not my thing at all.

Bedtime

Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone
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steph2.0

#1793
December 15, 2017, 01:35:13 AM
Quote from: Laurie on December 15, 2017, 01:32:44 AM
Shazam! you lost me at SNL. Was not my thing at all.

G'night! When you get a chance, look up a youtube video with those keywords. Believe me, you'll love it. It's like buttah.

Steph


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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LizK

#1794
December 15, 2017, 02:26:41 AM
Quote from: Laurie on December 15, 2017, 12:42:32 AM
.......
"actually I'm doing pretty good today and have been doing pretty good for several days now"
  Today was a Good day.

Hugs,
   Laurie

Nice,  this makes me smile  ;D
Transition Begun 25 September 2015
HRT since 17 May 2016,
Fulltime from 8 March 2017,
GCS 4 December 2018
Voice Surgery 01 February 2019
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Lucy Ross

#1795
December 15, 2017, 06:54:32 AM
I'm Christina's Other Trans Client Who Is Also Registered At Susans.Org, and she indeed can't be beat in the bedside manner department.  You're lucky to have her frying your face, Laurie!
1982-1985 Teenage Crossdresser!
2015-2017 Middle Aged Crossdresser!  Or...?
April 2017 Electrolysis Time  :icon_yikes:
July 12th, 2017 Started HRT  :icon_chick:
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Sarah_P

#1796
December 15, 2017, 07:39:21 AM
Quote from: Laurie on December 15, 2017, 12:42:32 AM
  Today was a Good day.

Yay for good days!! What a great start to my day reading this.

Quote from: Megan. on December 15, 2017, 01:22:55 AM
Don't feel bad Laurie, I Googled it too. Qapla'!

mova' jaj Dun!
--Sarah P

There's a world out there, just waiting
If you only let go what's inside
Live every moment, give it your all, enjoy the ride - Stan Bush, The Journey



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steph2.0

#1797
December 15, 2017, 07:58:31 AM
Quote from: Sarah_P on December 15, 2017, 07:39:21 AM
mova' jaj Dun!

Wow, what a multilingual group we have here! Yiddish, Klingon, Orkan, Gomerpylish, British, Australian, even Canadian!

I'll tackle American Southern for all y'all, even though I'm a Damn Yankee. (For the uninitiated, a Yankee is a Northerner who comes to Florida. A Damn Yankee is a Northerner who comes to Florida and stays.)


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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KathyLauren

#1798
December 15, 2017, 08:22:12 AM
Quote from: Laurie on December 15, 2017, 12:42:32 AM
Today was a Good day.
Hearing that makes me feel right some good!

(That's Nova Scotian)
2015-07-04 Awakening; 2015-11-15 Out to self; 2016-06-22 Out to wife; 2016-10-27 First time presenting in public; 2017-01-20 Started HRT!!; 2017-04-20 Out publicly; 2017-07-10 Legal name change; 2019-02-15 Approval for GRS; 2019-08-02 Official gender change; 2020-03-11 GRS; 2020-09-17 New birth certificate
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p

#1799
December 15, 2017, 10:44:00 AM
Yay, so glad you are having a string of good days Laurie! That makes me so happy. All my love!  :-*
Patti

Something is off - 2016-17
Out to husband - 2/14/17
Full-time - 3/9/17
HRT - 6/14/17
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