Well, first off, beauty can be in someways subjective. However, it's studied that humans do tend to find certain features more attractive than others - features that indicate good health and fertility. So it goes both ways.
But really what I have found is beauty is not a privilege. At least not always. It can mean more payment, nicer treatment at stores, more attention but it's almost never the attention you want. Most beautiful women will go through a lot of pain, diferente issues from unattractive or plain ones, but still valid ones. First, most young guys are intimidated by very pretty girls and tend not to approach them - they rather approach someone who they feel is not as likely to reject them, so therefore these girls are left with the "jock" who's usually after only one thing. Being beautiful may actually means it's harder to find a romantic partner who is into for who you ARE and not your body or face. You will have tons of creepers who have nothing to lose and decide to catcall, approach and so on.
It can cause jealousy and cattiness between women. Most women don't like hanging out with someone who they feel is much better looking than them. So, yeah, beautiful can be often very lonely. Also, since society puts such emphasis on the looks of women - those who grow up beautiful can become entilted or use their looks as a way to get what they want (it is what is got them going), and who can blame them for it. Finally, if you're beautiful and sucessful, it can be even harder as we live in a world of competition. Strange but true, the Beauty in the room is often misunderstood.
I wouldn't worry about it too much. Remember, you will always be beautiful to someone. Save Money and fund your transition. Just start somewhere.
