Hi all! Good Morning , I hope it is for all of you as I cannot tell you how much I value you all even though I think this is only my third day on this site!
I am a longtime woman born with a male body - who is at a ripe older age is finally getting enough strength and knowledge to try to move forward and realize who I am!
My question/concern is - I am just beginning to try to become the woman I am, Marcie! I have always known this to be was me, and my true self. I have a perpetual smile as I write that and as I am on here reading your posts I alternately cry, smile, and dream!
I am not yet seeing a therapist ( I WILL) or a doctor (I will) as I am not even there yet (Not quite) - but I am taking bioidentical progesterone, estrodiol, and pregnolone (1-3 weeks). I know, I know I need to get with a doctor and therapist, but until then...I am already seeing significant breast changes in tenderness and growth! I am past an A cup and I am a 48 band!
The question! Has anyone not told the PCP about using hormones and had Testosterone show up on your T levels in a physical? Will it? I expect it will! What did you do? Was it difficult to explain to them? I am apparently a wimp as my true self!, or at least about coming out right now!

AM I being irrational in this fear? Maybe I just need support (lol...like a bra?) to continue moving forward without all these fears turning me around!
Thanks and Hugs, and LOVE to all you girls!
Marcie