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My boobs are growing!! (Charlie Nicki's Diary)

Started by Charlie Nicki, October 17, 2017, 05:32:08 AM

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Cassi

Quote from: Charlie Nicki on January 24, 2018, 01:06:49 PM
Well I really like your new avatar!

Thank you Sweetie and I like your's which I think I already complimented you on but nevertheless is really nice.  We're going to be know as the "Crop Sisters" :)
HRT since 1/04/2018
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Jessica


"If you go out looking for friends, you are going to find they are very scarce.  If you go out to be a friend, you'll find them everywhere."


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Cassi

Quote from: Jessica on January 24, 2018, 01:31:55 PM
I like it too Cassi!

Thank you Jessica, like I mentioned to Charlie Nicki, I see a lot of my mom and younger sister in that pic and I never realized it before.
HRT since 1/04/2018
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Jessica

Might I "point" out an item pertaining to the threads title.... watch where your going with your boobs.  When they are tender, they hurt a lot when you bash a boob against a door as you go through.  The last 2 days, each day that happened to the same one with tears being the result.

"If you go out looking for friends, you are going to find they are very scarce.  If you go out to be a friend, you'll find them everywhere."


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Cassi

Quote from: Jessica on January 24, 2018, 01:36:40 PM
Might I "point" out an item pertaining to the threads title.... watch where your going with your boobs.  When they are tender, they hurt a lot when you bash a boob against a door as you go through.  The last 2 days, each day that happened to the same one with tears being the result.

Thanks for the tip(s) - I've been wearing a sports bra with a fluffy sock as padding, lol.
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Jessica

Quote from: Cassi on January 24, 2018, 01:45:54 PM
Thanks for the tip(s) - I've been wearing a sports bra with a fluffy sock as padding, lol.

I just checked it, I bruised it. 
I need to start wearing a bra for protection.  I usually only wear one when running, the bounce hurts.

"If you go out looking for friends, you are going to find they are very scarce.  If you go out to be a friend, you'll find them everywhere."


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Charlie Nicki

Quote from: Cassi on January 24, 2018, 01:09:33 PM
Thank you Sweetie and I like your's which I think I already complimented you on but nevertheless is really nice.  We're going to be know as the "Crop Sisters" :)

Haha I like that idea.
Latina :) I speak Spanish, English and a bit of Portuguese.
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Charlie Nicki

Quote from: Jessica on January 24, 2018, 01:36:40 PM
Might I "point" out an item pertaining to the threads title.... watch where your going with your boobs.  When they are tender, they hurt a lot when you bash a boob against a door as you go through.  The last 2 days, each day that happened to the same one with tears being the result.

LOL I know it hurts a lot but this is kinda funny. And sadly for me, as you already know, my boobs are so small that the chances of that happening to me are minimum :D.
Latina :) I speak Spanish, English and a bit of Portuguese.
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Jessica

Quote from: Charlie Nicki on January 25, 2018, 07:45:10 AM
LOL I know it hurts a lot but this is kinda funny. And sadly for me, as you already know, my boobs are so small that the chances of that happening to me are minimum :D.

Hey girlfriend, none of that talk!  You just increased your E, so give them a hug and whisper to them "grow my little girls, grow!"

I did laugh through my tears, and they aren't as bruised this morn.

"If you go out looking for friends, you are going to find they are very scarce.  If you go out to be a friend, you'll find them everywhere."


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Laurie

 Should  I cry because mine must be too small to have experienced this? Or happy I've learned to watch where I'm going in my old age?

  Hugs,
    Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone



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Charlie Nicki

So another Monday, another day full of apathy. It's almost like how I felt before I started transitioning, as if life was meaningless. I really don't know why I'm feeling this way, is it my body adjusting to the hormonal increase?
Latina :) I speak Spanish, English and a bit of Portuguese.
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Jessica

Quote from: Charlie Nicki on January 29, 2018, 01:12:52 PM
So another Monday, another day full of apathy. It's almost like how I felt before I started transitioning, as if life was meaningless. I really don't know why I'm feeling this way, is it my body adjusting to the hormonal increase?

I'm sad to hear this girlfriend.  On Saturday you were on a high.  I'm sorry you weren't kept up by that fluffy cloud.  Go get that mani/pedi I suggested!

You may be right about adjusting to the new dosage.  That's still going on with me.

"If you go out looking for friends, you are going to find they are very scarce.  If you go out to be a friend, you'll find them everywhere."


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Cassi

Quote from: Charlie Nicki on January 29, 2018, 01:12:52 PM
So another Monday, another day full of apathy. It's almost like how I felt before I started transitioning, as if life was meaningless. I really don't know why I'm feeling this way, is it my body adjusting to the hormonal increase?

Put on some happy music.  Prior to HRT, music was music to me.  Nowadays, I put it on and I'm the "Fart on the Skillet" - all over the place bouncing around :)
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Sarah_P

Quote from: Charlie Nicki on January 29, 2018, 01:12:52 PM
So another Monday, another day full of apathy. It's almost like how I felt before I started transitioning, as if life was meaningless. I really don't know why I'm feeling this way, is it my body adjusting to the hormonal increase?

I had a lot of ups and downs for several months. Especially when nothing new was happening as far as my transition goes. The waiting for things to happen is really tough sometimes. I still have apathetic days here and there, mostly I don't even realize I was being apathetic until the day's already done....  :-\
--Sarah P

There's a world out there, just waiting
If you only let go what's inside
Live every moment, give it your all, enjoy the ride
- Stan Bush, The Journey



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Laurie

 Hi Girlfriend,

  I hope I can call you that. Just think Hun, sometimes apathy is a good thing. A step up from the way you've been feeling for days or weeks. Their are worse states of mind. Sure apathy isn't the best of times but then it isn't the worst times either. Keep your eye on better times and work towards them. Things can and do change.

Hugs,
   Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone



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Charlie Nicki

Quote from: Laurie on January 29, 2018, 11:52:22 PM
Hi Girlfriend,

  I hope I can call you that. Just think Hun, sometimes apathy is a good thing. A step up from the way you've been feeling for days or weeks. Their are worse states of mind. Sure apathy isn't the best of times but then it isn't the worst times either. Keep your eye on better times and work towards them. Things can and do change.

Hugs,
   Laurie

You can call me girlfriend for sure, girlfriend :)
Latina :) I speak Spanish, English and a bit of Portuguese.
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Charlie Nicki

Quote from: Sarah_P on January 29, 2018, 11:25:49 PM
I had a lot of ups and downs for several months. Especially when nothing new was happening as far as my transition goes. The waiting for things to happen is really tough sometimes. I still have apathetic days here and there, mostly I don't even realize I was being apathetic until the day's already done....  :-\

Yeah the wait and the uncertainty of what will happen. I think I also feel lonely even though I don't want to admit it. Most of the time I'm just thinking that I want to have a relationship but I know it's not the right time.
Latina :) I speak Spanish, English and a bit of Portuguese.
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Charlie Nicki

I was just reminded of the word "dysthymia". I think the definition of that word fits perfectly with what I'm feeling.

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Latina :) I speak Spanish, English and a bit of Portuguese.
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Roll

Quote from: Charlie Nicki on January 30, 2018, 07:11:47 AM
Yeah the wait and the uncertainty of what will happen. I think I also feel lonely even though I don't want to admit it. Most of the time I'm just thinking that I want to have a relationship but I know it's not the right time.

The waiting game is the hardest part sometimes. :/
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Cassi

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