My boobs are growing!! (Charlie Nicki's Diary)

[krobinson103]

I try and avoid public bathrooms if I can as yet. I pass 95% of the time but I always manage to find a co-ed one somewhere. Just feels more comfortable. One of these days I'll be forced to use one. The mens is certainly out of the question now.

[Allison S]

I've began booking appointments with plastic surgeons to compare prices and procedures and last Tuesday I had my second kinda male fail situation.

So I arrived to the doctor's office, checked in with the receptionist and stayed in the waiting room. I had one headphone in one ear just so I could hear when they called my name. There were 2 elderly ladies sitting right in front on me and a 40 year old woman next to me. So I was distracted on my phone and I heard the old ladies talking but I couldn't understand what they said and suddenly I hear "nice hair, nice skin..." I look up and one of the old ladies is staring at me so I took off my one headphone and asked her if they were talking to me. She said that yes they were and that her friend was asking her if I was a boy or a girl. I instantly got BLUSHED AND EMBARRASSED. And they both stared waiting for an answer. Well it was a super small room, everyone could hear what they said and I didn't know what to tell them! Lol so I just shrugged and the 40 year old woman next to me said: "You are what they want you to be" and I smiled and said to them "that's right, I am whatever you want me to be" and laughed it off and buried my head in my phone again.

It was embarrassing but funny and cute! Made me feel good. And again I just kept wondering how on Earth would they think I was a woman? I'm so far from my goal... but it made me smile. And yes I know asking someone that question in public is super rude and inappropriate but just picture these 2 super old ladies who don't give a crap anymore and just say what they think. It was funny.

Or maybe they were just blind lol.

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I take it your profile pic is with faceapp? Still, your features are very feminine. I had a similar situation in jeans, tshirt and no wig/makeup. A guy asked his friend if I'm a boy or girl.
I stopped getting gendered by strangers for the most part without trying. But when a cashier is having a bad day and I correct a mistake or they have to call a manager, they'll make it a point to call me "he"

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[Charlie Nicki]

I take it your profile pic is with faceapp? Still, your features are very feminine. I had a similar situation in jeans, tshirt and no wig/makeup. A guy asked his friend if I'm a boy or girl.
I stopped getting gendered by strangers for the most part without trying. But when a cashier is having a bad day and I correct a mistake or they have to call a manager, they'll make it a point to call me "he"

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Hey girl, yes my pic is through Faceapp. It was actually created last June when I went wig shopping and I hadn't started hormones, the funny thing is that now when I try Faceapp it doesn't change anything in my face except for shaping my eyebrows and giving me longer lashes...Which feels good cuz it seems like the app reads my face as having feminine features. Hopefully I'll upload an unretouched pic in a few months.

And I've seen your pics and you have a very feminine face, so I can see why people would get confused .

[Allison S]

Hey girl, yes my pic is through Faceapp. It was actually created last June when I went wig shopping and I hadn't started hormones, the funny thing is that now when I try Faceapp it doesn't change anything in my face except for shaping my eyebrows and giving me longer lashes...Which feels good cuz it seems like the app reads my face as having feminine features. Hopefully I'll upload an unretouched pic in a few months.

And I've seen your pics and you have a very feminine face, so I can see why people would get confused .

That's great! Yeah we just have to wait longer with hrt and hope for the best.

When I tried faceapp a few months ago my "female" photo scared me. It was NOT what I'm turning into now, I don't think lol



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[Cassi]

That's great! Yeah we just have to wait longer with hrt and hope for the best.

When I tried faceapp a few months ago my "female" photo scared me. It was NOT what I'm turning into now, I don't think lol



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I became familiar with FaceApp because Bari was chatting about it.  My first couple of avatars were me with FaceApp which took a number of shots.  There was two women selections and for some reason the second one would look like my face was melting off.  The first option always made one eye different from the other.

The current one is me but with my face cropped and that white thing by my eye is actually a speck of dust from either the picture or camera

[Allison S]

I became familiar with FaceApp because Bari was chatting about it.  My first couple of avatars were me with FaceApp which took a number of shots.  There was two women selections and for some reason the second one would look like my face was melting off.  The first option always made one eye different from the other.

The current one is me but with my face cropped and that white thing by my eye is actually a speck of dust from either the picture or camera

And that's without faceapp Cassi? You look female to me. Even your hair style is feminine. Definitely a good thing when growing it out!

I did wonder what that was. Next one you will work it out I'm sure! [emoji4]

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[Cassi]

And that's without faceapp Cassi? You look female to me. Even your hair style is feminine. Definitely a good thing when growing it out!

I did wonder what that was. Next one you will work it out I'm sure! [emoji4]

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Thanks Alli!!!!

I'm somewhat bald on top; front hairline has a wee bit and the back is very thin.  I used a hairband and it turned out okay but I'd never go in public like that - "Who's that bald Bitch?"

I'm really not into the idea of wearing wigs, especially here in Vegas during the warmer months and hopefully, once I get the Rogaine it will help along with the Fiderst.... and HRT

I'm working on doing another one but I haven't motivated myself to put on make-up lately.  The last time I was going to the police were walking around and I had done my nails and thought, crap, what's going on.  Anyway, thanks again.  I do like the way my hair covers my ears and blows in the wind, lol.

[Northern Star Girl]

I became familiar with FaceApp because Bari was chatting about it.  My first couple of avatars were me with FaceApp which took a number of shots.  There was two women selections and for some reason the second one would look like my face was melting off.  The first option always made one eye different from the other.

The current one is me but with my face cropped and that white thing by my eye is actually a speck of dust from either the picture or camera

Cassi:  You can't fool us,
I think that you were attempting to apply White Eyeliner.
Danielle

[Allison S]

Lol Danielle

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[Northern Star Girl]

@ Cassi:   I fixed up your picture for you. 
By the way, the top you are wearing looks like a Star Trek uniform !!! 
Are you also wearing the matching mini-skirt?

[Charlie Nicki]

I became familiar with FaceApp because Bari was chatting about it.  My first couple of avatars were me with FaceApp which took a number of shots.  There was two women selections and for some reason the second one would look like my face was melting off.  The first option always made one eye different from the other.

The current one is me but with my face cropped and that white thing by my eye is actually a speck of dust from either the picture or camera

Lol you still look good despite the dust there.

[Cassi]

Lol you still look good despite the dust there.

Thank you.  I'm thinking about playing around with a little make-up and seeing if I can improve on it

[Charlie Nicki]

I'm about to leave the hospital after my orchiectomy! So far so good. A little bit of pain but manageable. I'm happy that the evil twins aren't in my body anymore!!

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[Northern Star Girl]

I'm about to leave the hospital after my orchiectomy! So far so good. A little bit of pain but manageable. I'm happy that the evil twins aren't in my body anymore!!

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@ Charlie Nicki:
Ah ha.... the evil twins are gone but now you are better off without them, as you are undoubtedly aware, it will simplify and greatly improve your HRT and achieving your transitioning goals.

The good news is that you have the Twin Girls on your chest that you now can devote your attention to.

Soon, in a few days the pain, swelling and discomfort will be a distant memory.

Congratulations to you and thanks for posting your update... ya know, it could have waited until you are healed and feeling better.!!!!

Hugs and well-wishes,
Danielle

[Rachel]

CONGRATULATIONS

[Sarah_P]

Congrats!!

[Charlie Nicki]

Thanks girls!! Very happy indeed. I had a brief moment before falling asleep from the anesthesia when I got happy, emotional, and started smiling while staring at the ceiling and all doctors were around me getting me ready. It was surreal, almost like a scene out of the movie... Felt like life telling me to fasten my seatbelt and get ready cuz this is gonna get even better. That's when I reassured I had made the right decision, I felt thankful.

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[Devlyn]

Big hug! Congratulations, and welcome to the No Nuts Club. 

Speedy healing!

Hugs, Devlyn

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That is really awesome!!! One more huge step complete!

[Allison S]

I'm about to leave the hospital after my orchiectomy! So far so good. A little bit of pain but manageable. I'm happy that the evil twins aren't in my body anymore!!

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Congrats!! It must be such a huge relief I'm envying you for sure right now!! Get well and so happy for you [emoji4]

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