The Roll Show! (Filmed Live in Front of a Studio Audience)

[Cassi]

Too bad the halo is being held up by the horns.

Amber Sweetie, are you saying that you believe I'm horny?

[Cassi]

My halo is broken, it's leaking some sort of viscous fluid that I'm pretty sure is radioactive.

OMG!  That explains your radiant glow!  For a while I thought you might be pregnant!

[amberwaves]

Amber Sweetie, are you saying that you believe I'm horny?

Not necessarily, I was assuming the horns were on the top of your head...

[Cassi]

Not necessarily, I was assuming the horns were on the top of your head...

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.  Nope, just felt the top of my head and halo is just above bald spot

[Roll]

OMG!  That explains your radiant glow!  For a while I thought you might be pregnant!

Who knows, I might get lucky and the radiation may help with the latter.

[Cassi]

Who knows, I might get lucky and the radiation may help with the latter.

One never knows.

[amberwaves]

Who knows, I might get lucky and the radiation may help with the latter.

And you get a pretty sweet glow-in-the-dark tan!

[KarlMars]

Seen any new Anime? I've been watching Yuri on Ice and finding other Yaoi. I got a new siamese cat too.

[Roll]

Well, just finished 2nd laser for beard. MUCH more painful this time, but she said I was handling it extremely well. She upped the laser settings a lot. The jaw line was just pure pain, but rest still not so bad.

But yet again I'm disappointed with myself. I spent a while at this nice mall in Savannah, and I convinced myself going in I was going to either have brows done or get ears pierced. Walked past both places 10 times but just couldn't work up the courage. So instead I bought a video game I don't have time to play. (Bayonetta 2) Pure depression purchase.

I did have an interesting lunch experience. So I looked up the highest rated restaurants in the area of the mall, and a place called The Cajun Cafe came up at a solid 4.8. I thought that sounded amazing I love Cajun food so much I've got to go try this place. So in the mall first I'm surprised to notice it's in the food court. Whatever, I gladly eat food court Cajun and by all reports it was delicious. So I'm in the food court and I see their location, and I'm looking at the other stores. Japanese, Chinese, a deli, Chick-fil-A, Subway, etcetera. So I start to round the divider next to Cajun Cafe and I began to get a look at their food... so yeah. They are a Chinese place with a crazy eclectic menu including something they call Hawaiian chicken and regular old macaroni and cheese. Well of course now I'm definitely eating the Chinese Cajun mac and cheese. So I get this really good deal for like seven or eight dollars that is two entrees and two sides in Crazy portions. Mixed Chinese vegetables that were side-by-side and blended with the macaroni and cheese, Hawaiian chicken and bourbon chicken. Which were piled on top of the vegetables and macaroni. All of the flavors melded together. It was bizarre, but absolutely freaking delicious and definitely worthy of the 4.8 rating. The mac and cheese was not even like a special mac and cheese it was just regular basic mac and cheese. So yeah. I have southern macaroni and cheese from the Chinese restaurant called The Cajun Cafe. Not a sentence I ever expected to say.

[Northern Star Girl]

Well, just finished 2nd laser for beard. MUCH more painful this time, but she said I was handling it extremely well. She upped the laser settings a lot. The jaw line was just pure pain, but rest still not so bad.

But yet again I'm disappointed with myself. I spent a while at this nice mall in Savannah, and I convinced myself going in I was going to either have brows done or get ears pierced. Walked past both places 10 times but just couldn't work up the courage. So instead I bought a video game I don't have time to play. (Bayonetta 2) Pure depression purchase.

I did have an interesting lunch experience. So I looked up the highest rated restaurants in the area of the mall, and a place called The Cajun Cafe came up at a solid 4.8. I thought that sounded amazing I love Cajun food so much I've got to go try this place. So in the mall first I'm surprised to notice it's in the food court. Whatever, I gladly eat food court Cajun and by all reports it was delicious. So I'm in the food court and I see their location, and I'm looking at the other stores. Japanese, Chinese, a deli, Chick-fil-A, Subway, etcetera. So I start to round the divider next to Cajun Cafe and I began to get a look at their food... so yeah. They are a Chinese place with a crazy eclectic menu including something they call Hawaiian chicken and regular old macaroni and cheese. Well of course now I'm definitely eating the Chinese Cajun mac and cheese. So I get this really good deal for like seven or eight dollars that is two entrees and two sides in Crazy portions. Mixed Chinese vegetables that were side-by-side and blended with the macaroni and cheese, Hawaiian chicken and bourbon chicken. Which were piled on top of the vegetables and macaroni. All of the flavors melded together. It was bizarre, but absolutely freaking delicious and definitely worthy of the 4.8 rating. The mac and cheese was not even like a special mac and cheese it was just regular basic mac and cheese. So yeah. I have southern macaroni and cheese from the Chinese restaurant called The Cajun Cafe. Not a sentence I ever expected to say.

@ Roll, (or may I call you Ellie?)  I am fast becoming a regular reader of you Roll Show blog postings...
I am really enjoying following you journey, please keep posting your updates.

Also, I love your detailed descriptions in some of your postings of the restaurants and foods that you find enjoyable.  Just reading your descriptions makes me very hungry!!!

Hugs,
Danielle

[Sarah_P]

So yeah. I have southern macaroni and cheese from the Chinese restaurant called The Cajun Cafe. Not a sentence I ever expected to say.

That actually sounds kind of awesome!

[amberwaves]

Well, just finished 2nd laser for beard. MUCH more painful this time, but she said I was handling it extremely well. She upped the laser settings a lot. The jaw line was just pure pain, but rest still not so bad.

But yet again I'm disappointed with myself. I spent a while at this nice mall in Savannah, and I convinced myself going in I was going to either have brows done or get ears pierced. Walked past both places 10 times but just couldn't work up the courage. So instead I bought a video game I don't have time to play. (Bayonetta 2) Pure depression purchase.

I did have an interesting lunch experience. So I looked up the highest rated restaurants in the area of the mall, and a place called The Cajun Cafe came up at a solid 4.8. I thought that sounded amazing I love Cajun food so much I've got to go try this place. So in the mall first I'm surprised to notice it's in the food court. Whatever, I gladly eat food court Cajun and by all reports it was delicious. So I'm in the food court and I see their location, and I'm looking at the other stores. Japanese, Chinese, a deli, Chick-fil-A, Subway, etcetera. So I start to round the divider next to Cajun Cafe and I began to get a look at their food... so yeah. They are a Chinese place with a crazy eclectic menu including something they call Hawaiian chicken and regular old macaroni and cheese. Well of course now I'm definitely eating the Chinese Cajun mac and cheese. So I get this really good deal for like seven or eight dollars that is two entrees and two sides in Crazy portions. Mixed Chinese vegetables that were side-by-side and blended with the macaroni and cheese, Hawaiian chicken and bourbon chicken. Which were piled on top of the vegetables and macaroni. All of the flavors melded together. It was bizarre, but absolutely freaking delicious and definitely worthy of the 4.8 rating. The mac and cheese was not even like a special mac and cheese it was just regular basic mac and cheese. So yeah. I have southern macaroni and cheese from the Chinese restaurant called The Cajun Cafe. Not a sentence I ever expected to say.

I hope you brought enough to share with the whole class

[Cassi]

I hope you brought enough to share with the whole class

What?

Eyebrows or Beard???

[amberwaves]

Either, or both? Nom nom

[Northern Star Girl]

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But yet again I'm disappointed with myself. I spent a while at this nice mall in Savannah, and I convinced myself going in I was going to either have brows done or get ears pierced. Walked past both places 10 times but just couldn't work up the courage. So instead I bought a video game I don't have time to play. (Bayonetta 2) Pure depression purchase.
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@ Roll:  Getting your ears pierced and/or eyebrows done is very edifying for a trans-woman.  The experience of seeing yourself in a mirror later is much better than any Video Game and is very exciting and contributes a lot to your self-esteem, self-confidence and to presenting yourself as a woman....   next time, perhaps consider it again.
Danielle

[Cassi]

Ellie,
I have mentioned this in one of the many threads I've invaded but I have 3 holes and each ear and wear the earrings around the house but still present as a you know what.

That said, I actually had my eyebrows threaded a few weeks back for the first time. I was nervous as heck - called to see if I had to make an appointment and a guy with a voice deeper than my man voice said, No, just come in. 

I did and the rest is Her-story!

I look forward to the day when I can present myself without anything special and if things go really really good, I may end up looking like Jessica and Ashley's way way way older sister, lol.

As for the brows, they're a part of me and there's no way to hide that so it's a step forward.

[Cassi]

Either, or both? Nom nom

LOL

[Roll]

Because my timer has been a day behind since the start (I'm too lazy to change it ), today is my 3 month mark on HRT. It's so hard to believe. That's a full quarter of a year. A full season. So...! UPDATE!

HRT Related
- Skin smoother still. Don't know how. BUT IT KEEPS GETTING SMOOTHER AND SOFTER. I'm well past my sister in this department, and its strange.
- Cheeks have notably filled out, my 3/4 profile is surprisingly different. My smile is the big difference though, and I crease around my nose rather than on the sides.
-Psoriasis is just gone. Period, like 100% and utterly, completely gone.
- Breasts. Oh dear god. The buds are in full swing. I had no real concept of what they were supposed to be like before, but now I do. I have already had some definite growth, probably aided by still being overweight. I have it in my head now I might get decent size naturally based on current experience and female relatives. Likewise, nipples definitely larger. (And always puffy to the point they look inverted.) Tender, but no outright pain unless I hit them with something hard. Sleeping positions doesn't seem to bother them (yet).
- Body hair continuing to slow and decrease. Its really hard to judge because its gradual, but its definitely happening.
- Sexual function still continues, but no urges/needs/etc. (Most likely I still have quite a bit of T in my system.)

Maybe HRT, maybe not
- Hair has continued to fill in quite a lot, and grow out reliably (its not long by any means, but its growing). Crown is being very stubborn and still not progressing past vellum hairs for the most part. Consult for transplants April 9th.
- Diet has become a real problem. I simply am hungry all the time. Mostly stress I think, but can't help but think HRT may play a role in it as well. Afterall, teenagers are always hungry and my body thinks its in puberty again!

I can't really think of anything else right now!

[Charlie Nicki]

- Diet has become a real problem. I simply am hungry all the time. Mostly stress I think, but can't help but think HRT may play a role in it as well.

Definitely HRT!

[Chelsea]

Ellie, you are on your way!   Now tell me how to catch up with you. Ugh. 

Hugs,
     Chelsea