Today is an interesting day for me. I took my first doses of HRT today.
I must admit, my anxiety is going through the roof today. Worry that this is all for nought, that I'm barking up the wrong tree, the whole shabang. But I remember how my desire to do this felt yesterday. And the day before. And the day before that. I see other women walking down the street and I want what they have. I have several aspects of the typical gender dysphoria, but my biggest thing is that I just want it really badly--more so than I have wanted anything else before (which is not a statement I take lightly) and so here I am.
I'm anxious. But I'm also excited. 🙂