Today is an interesting day for me. I took my first doses of HRT today.

I must admit, my anxiety is going through the roof today. Worry that this is all for nought, that I'm barking up the wrong tree, the whole shabang. But I remember how my desire to do this felt yesterday. And the day before. And the day before that. I see other women walking down the street and I want what they have. I have several aspects of the typical gender dysphoria, but my biggest thing is that I just want it really badly--more so than I have wanted anything else before (which is not a statement I take lightly) and so here I am.

I'm anxious. But I'm also excited.

Big hug! Another HRT newbie, congratulations! We'll be watching for your first boobwhacking topic. 

Hugs, Devlyn

Totally understand what you mean and I'm a HRT rookiette having started myself Wednesday.

My niece tells me she sees a "softer face" in my picture today but wanting to dance yesterday and a little today was a big surprise.

Congratulations!  Relax and enjoy the ride!

Noobie Boobie Regiment - Who's carrying the Guideon?

Quote from: ImSomething on January 05, 2018, 12:52:38 PM
Today is an interesting day for me. I took my first doses of HRT today.

I must admit, my anxiety is going through the roof today. Worry that this is all for nought, that I'm barking up the wrong tree, the whole shabang. But I remember how my desire to do this felt yesterday. And the day before. And the day before that. I see other women walking down the street and I want what they have. I have several aspects of the typical gender dysphoria, but my biggest thing is that I just want it really badly--more so than I have wanted anything else before (which is not a statement I take lightly) and so here I am.

I'm anxious. But I'm also excited.

Congrats

Please keep your arms and legs inside the vehicle at all times, and enjoy the ride!

Congrats. X

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Quote from: Cali on January 05, 2018, 12:56:57 PM
Noobie Boobie Regiment - Who's carrying the Guideon?

I'll carry it! [emoji1380]
I'm day 5 and notice some subtle things, like no real morning surprise to speak of- just in 5 days-and I feel very level. Nothing more than that yet.
In any case- It's very exciting. Sometimes I find myself overthinking it- am I dosing at exactly 12 hours apart? Does it matter that disolve the e under my tongue? My script is for 2 months,and my next appt. is in6 weeks, so there's enough, should I triple dose a couple days? ( I already have once [emoji1381]‍♀️).
I'm told sit back and enjoy the ride, but to be finally here after waiting and repressing for so long- I'm impatient.
-Christyn[emoji1355]‍♀️


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Awesome Sister!

You're the Guideon bearer then!

I'm a day behind you and like I've mentioned in other posts, it makes me feel like dancing.  Not sure if it's the release of that dude or enhancement but I enjoy it - especially dancing and shak'n my butt, lol - good exercise.

I go to bed thinking, wow, what wonders will I discover in the morning and also get to take my daily dose:)

Push on Sister!

Hugs

Cali