Hi, I'm Xuexue, and before saying anything I wanted to read some of your stories. They are deep and real and what I seek to learn so it is lucky for me that this site is here.
I've variously identified as a femboy, a GQ person and a transvestite and the crux moment of the last few weeks was when I caught a look at my well-dressed self by surprise, though I'd thought I was looking through a window at someone else. So that was me, and it seemed as though that was who I was meant to be. It threw me into confusion, but delighted confusion: there is a goal I welcome, and it is in deciding the path to take to it where I will welcome wisdom.
I will do much more reading than talking here, but one of these days there will be a wall o' text about where I came from and how I finally managed to stop vacillating. -X