What fresh new heaven is this?

My name is Amanda. I'm 47 and eagerly awaiting my hormone readiness assessment in September.
My first experience? I was 5, there was a glass with a silhouette of a Playboy bunny in stockings, and a pair of my mother's stockings under the bathroom sink. I locked the door, and have been hooked ever since!

What a wonderful resource this forum has been for me; I am so grateful for everyone sharing their stories, they have had a profound effect on me. What I didn't expect was to see so many here near my age who look so fabulous and whose stories are so inspiring.
xoxoxoxoxo
Amanda