Hi Shennae!
When you can't do anything else, do your homework. This is a marathon, not a sprint, and you have to take a lot of steps to get there.
One of the fun ones is..shopping! And no, in the early days of transition you don't have to get dressed up and go to the mall. Even before that, before you ever go out in public dressed, you need to work out your own sense of style and do a lot of planning.
What's your favorite color (now that you have the freedom to wear any color you want no matter how feminine? Summer look— dresses or tank top and denim short shorts? Fall look — sweaters over skinny jeans or leggings? Winter—favorite dress ideas for Christmas and New Years?
Hair— how about some online wig shopping? Makeup? Plan a trip to an Ulta or Sephora and let the girls match foundation to your skin tone?
Even if you are still stuck in the closet for a while, you still need to do your homework because believe me, once you are really out, there will never be enough time to develop the right looks.
Have fun!!!
Hugs, Carly