Good day folks,
Its been a while since I've posted anything, I have been distracted by a very turbulent series of events in my life that has left me in a difficult place.
I recently lost my job, which means I can't afford to pay for the most basic things, this includes my therapist and my loans. Never have I felt so stuck, and what's worse is dysphoria is eating me alive. I really don't know what direction to take this post, I just kinda feel like garbage about myself (more so than usual)
While I'm looking desperately for work, the time of year has left the number of opportunities very slim and every day my confidence slips another notch and I feel like I am slipping backward. It feels like I'm never going to make any headway, that I'll never regain the momentum I once had.
I don't know, I'm just kind of sulking.