Quote from: Lexi Nexi on April 20, 2019, 06:12:15 PM
https://imgur.com/Cxw20ea
The color in this picture makes my arm look weird and also I noticed I look pregnant. I hope I'm not pregnant because I have no idea who the father is or who I would get child support from. I have noticed other trans women also tend to "get pregnant" when they gain weight. My goal was to actually gain weight let my figure fill out and boobs grow then loose weight then hope the curves stay. I know that after a few years on HRT you can loose weight but keep your curves. I'm not sure how well this will work with only being on HRT for ~14 months; and only 11 months at full dose (Is this the site where you can't post your dose or mg for some reason?).
It will be interesting to see what I look like with proper make up. I have on only a little bit and went way too dark on the eyes. That's one thing that I have to learn by someone actually showing me how to do it right. Online make up tutorials are always hard for me since my eyes are bigger, bluer, and lashes are very blonde and light. So black mascara doesn't look natural. Seems like I have extra space for eye make up that looks weird to just fill in with one color. Real women are not good at doing trans make up at least the ones I know. And I don't know many trans people in this area even though I think there are a lot; ContraPoints aka Natalie Wynn of youtube fame lives near me and we have the same trans doctor, she is great at make up and it really transforms her face. I think her and I have similar amount of "natural femininity" and can pass as either male or female. Honestly some days when I don't feel like getting "all gussied up" I will dress as a guy just to blend in, or not look trans. That's the thing about being semi passible is all the people you meet/see that day will probably remember you more so then all the cis people. I know when I see another trans person in the wild/not at my LGBT doctors office I always remember, there just aren't many transwomen compared to LGB people.
PS: Why can I not edit my previous posts? I was tried when I made this thread and the spelling is horrible and I would like to fix my posts.
