Angel,
Deep down, your beliefs are very simple as David has mentioned. I hate to do this, but I think my analogy may have some value. Think of taxes. We all put a little money aside to help our country. Now look at the tax code. It consumes volumes, cabinets filled with senseless paper to define it all.
The "sense" you make of it all will eventually be your own.... it should be your own. If it is defined for you, you may be forever miserable in a belief of guilt instead of life enriching truths. Your faith should be uplifting, it should fill your life and overflow to benefit others. If it does not do that, simplify your perspective. There is no problem in studying the details, but please, don't get lost in them.
You may never be able to get science and religion to coincide.... Oh I shouldn't say never, for I believe that I have from my perspective... but most people can not. Science is based on collecting facts and creating explanations. In religion, the explanations are given to us from someone else and we are asked to believe them. The two are naturally diametrically opposed... but this is by design. If you can bring them together, you'll never invite another guilt ridden day into your life again.
In any case, I'm glad that you are questioning and redefining your perspectives. It is the enlightened approach to make the world a better place. If we don't grow, we stagnate. The rot is never cleaned out.
Cindi