new from california

[monica_mis]

Hi, I am new to the forum and thought I would say hi.

I have just ,after many years of denial, accepted that I am transgendered. Now that I have I am finding the confusion and constant asking of myself "who am I", have gotten so much better. The main conflict I have inside is that, again after spending most my life lying to myself, is that with a family(mainly a grandson I am helping raise) I can not come totally out. Because of this I seek out support from others, local and online, so I can become the woman I am meant to be.

Well just a little about me.

take care

Monica

[Kinkly]

welcome I'm fairly new here too this site seems mostly friendly good luck with your search of " who am i"
hugs kikly

[roni]

Hi Monica! I understand your situation. I am 50 and have settled the issue that I am transgender. I have struggled with this knowledge and have kept it private since childhood. If I go public, it will destroy my family. There is no simple solution. Should I keep me private or tell and suffer the consequences. May we both make the "right decision!!"

roni

[tinkerbell]

Hello Monica and welcome to Susan's!

Thank you so much for introducing yourself.  Please take a few moments to get familiar with all the boards of the site, review the site rules before posting, and take advantage of our many resources such as the wiki, chat, and the links listed at the main page.  We look forward to your future posts and participation.  Enjoy your stay

tink

[gennee]

Welcome to the site, Monica. Your story reminds me of where I was nearly three years ago. I first discovered that I was transgender and a crossdresser. I denied it for weeks until I couldn't stand it any longer. I embraced my ->-bleeped-<- and and crossdressing and I am so happy  and content. I'm pleased that you have embraced who you are.

Gennee