Hi all. I am new to transitioning. I started my journey on 20 November 2017 when I managed to be castrated by telling little fibs to a urologist about chronic pain. I then saw a GP specialising in LGBT who put me on eostrogen. So, no testicles to produce testosterone and I am on female hormones. Yes I hate my penis. I have started the road to SRS. Seeing a psych in a few weeks. And then back to the urologist. I a married with kids. I am 63 years old. Have a footballer build and will make an ugly woman, but a woman at least. I look forward to having a vagina and being more female, having to sit to pee, no erections (and no penis!!). My boobs are slowly developing (like a pubescent young teen girl right now). Will need a 'boob tube' soon. I must keep my male persona for work, not to do so may result in my not having work!! Yes, I hate my penis. Yes I want it gone.
My real issue is that while I have never considered myself gay, I do like both men and women. So I guess as a woman I will be bisexual.
I remain confused about this.