Had a little talk with my mother. I have a place in another part of the country, when I am there I dress up pretty much 24/7. But don't do when I am at home, my mother have known all these years that I do. But she dont like it, we never talked about it. Have no idea what she really thinks about this-maybe that I am just silly-bit brain damaged or something
Well, it is more serious for me then that.
So decided to make her say something...
4 days ago I washed a a bag I had brought with me, and hung them up in the roof all along the room, tops, dresses, underware. You know. All normal chic's garments, that is what I use.
A few times these days she has entered the room while I sleep, and obviously see all these clothes hanging in the roof. Then just say her message from the door.
But today she asked out of the blue(not quite, she got a bit angry on me for doing something with the food, and I said she could calm down the emotional outbrake-no crises-then she said-oh-how pretty words I was using.
And then....How I was going to make it through those 3 days, without making my self pretty(laughing/sarcastic-not sure, couldnt tell the difference). I said..what?(caught of guard). She said, i know perfectly well what you are doing down there(i'm reading-but nevermind). I said-That is a good point, guess I'll just have to set the tent up in the forest. ..a bit later I decided to go further, finding courage, i said- That is why I have considered going to see a psychologist(i said this some days before, then she replied, yeah, we could all use that). Because I think this is where all my social problems come from, and lack of motivation. Then she said. I have no idea what you are talking about. Then started talking about food, what I was to bring with me.
....I think I was quite clear this time.
