Okay.
To me the major lack of info is the information on different Ftm body types.
Female bodies differ more than male bodies.
Most literature and websites on FtMs assume the FtM is a small slender individual.
The reason I ask so many questions about T is because I have researched for months and still can find no info on how T will affect my body.
All FtMs with websites and T diaries are small people.
The concept of "fat distribution" is much scarier to a 230lb Ftm than a smaller one.
I mean, how will this affect a large person?
The only information I can find says "fat distribution" will occur.
It says that "fat will move from the hips and behind to the stomach"
but what if the FtM already has that problem?
So basically it tells me I will have more of a problem than i do now?
Not very uplifting or encouraging information.
Female bodies are diverse.
I would feel so much better could I see an FtM with my body type having undergone T.
Every example I have seen is of a slender white FTM.
I wish there could be a resource that included Ftms of every race, age and body type.
Impossible feat, I know.
But still I can hope, because right now, i have no clue what T will do to me.
All the info i have to go on is after pics of slender 140lb Ftms, which they look good, but it gives me no information on how I'd turn out.
I mean, this is a major physical change.
If i could only have some idea how T would affect me.
The "list' of changes means little.
T will rearrange my entire body.
I want to know what it will do.
Impossible feat, but I can still hope.
Thanks for listening.
There is no info on this, so you won't find it, dear Buffy, but thanks for listening.
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